I lost one of my best friend's OCT. 5th of last year. I was supposed to go on the ride, bu found out the night before that I had to work so I ended up not going. One of my brother's was on that ride and his gf at the time tried to revive him, but he was already gone. It seemed like it was all a dream until we put him in the ground. I still miss him to this day. We recently found out that he had a son that someone else was claiming to be the father of, so we now have a little reminder of him.