Don't really need advice, just wanted to get this out there.
Also, to those that know, I try to take the advice, I thought I did... I guess I did... I don't know, I'm a dork... We'll leave it at that.
My friend Bart, and my friend Heather, are getting married.
I had a crush on Heather (still kinda do) But I can't say I'm not happy for them. I guess I let myself get too attracted to her and not even realize it.
Oh well. Bart's been through ALOT in life (drug use after losing his first wife and kid, heart attack, strokes, etc...) and he's only 28. Heather is about to graduate High School at 18. I'm happy for them, I mean, Bart deserves a good woman, and he sure as hell found one. But, I can't say I'm not jealous. It's kinda funny, all I really want is to find a nice girl (woman, whatever) and get married and live my life... And my friends around me are all getting married. (Paul and Susan, Bart and Heather...) It is kinda funny though, cause I think Bart is trying to get me to hook up with my ex (his sister) Beth. I don't think I really have any feelings for her, even though I used to. She's still caught up on her ex/current/ex/whatever, Scott. He's an Azz... I met him for the first time saturday night. I later found out he was just trying to piss me off the entire time he was near me cause he knew Beth and I went out. Big whoop. At best, it just made me more worried that my friend (Beth) would make a mistake and stay with him. Or maybe she would she what he was doing and say "Hey, this guys trying to piss off a friend of mine... Why?" None of her Family or friends like him, and after I met him, I see why. He's the typical "I'm using her for what I want, while I live on Disability to pay for my 3 kids" kinda guy...
I guess I just got ALOT going through my mind right now, and I needed to get it off my chest. I think I might take up my drinking binge again...
Now, I shall be yet again computerless, as the computer I was borrowing is needed back by it's owner tomorrow... So if I don't log on till then, I shall talk to you guys later...
Also, to those that know, I try to take the advice, I thought I did... I guess I did... I don't know, I'm a dork... We'll leave it at that.
My friend Bart, and my friend Heather, are getting married.
I guess I just got ALOT going through my mind right now, and I needed to get it off my chest. I think I might take up my drinking binge again...