I don't know how I can make it through another one. The one day a year there are no boundries or restrictions in my marraige. The one day a year it's always until the sun comes up. How can I sustain the energy at my age? Why does it always have to be about that? So what if she's hot. So what if I love her with all my heart. Can't we just... you know... talk. I feel so used.