Hi guys.
Pac...I just got in, and it's very late.....sorry I missed yer call bro, but know this....it meant alot to hear yer voice bro.,...very cool....Andy's right yer good peeps....you all are.
Yeah yer right Andy....at one point I'd have rather been dead....actually thought about in one night......came way to close.
No point in hiding anything anymore.
About 5 months ago, I found out from my cousin that he had seen Colleen with another guy.....of course there's no way I'd believe him...so I popped my top at him....imagine how shiddy I feel now...he was right.
Colleen has been my absolute best friend for almost 26 years now....we've been together for 17, and as most of you know we were married a little over 2 years ago now.
To make a long painful story short, she met a guy while walking our dog...Luna (most of you probably remember her too).....she went away numerous times with this guy (found all this out later)....she lied to me so many times, I can't even remember what a truth is anymore.
I tried my absolute hardest and best to work things out with her, even when I knew it was just too late, but she just went right back to him the next day...time after time.
The bad part is she blames my family for her leaving me....my family has been absolutely incredible to her since we were small kids...I don't really understand any of it, and every time I asked her why, all she said is "it's just too much stuff, there's just too much stuff", but she never tells me what it is.....I now realize I'll never know.
She stopped talking to me all together about 40 days ago now, so I'm just trying to get over it, and move on......she picked up divorce papers a while back, so I guess I'll just have to sign em when the time comes, and then all will be done I suppose.
I've bought a new place, and started my own company...I lost 46 lbs in the last 3 months, and am starting to feel great now.....basically started an entirely new life.
Chris "Iced" has been an excellent friend as usual.....he is one class act!!
Anyhow...I'm not complaining, I'm actually pretty happy now again.....just takes a bit of time to get past these things I guess.
So there ya have it folks....thanks for the concern...really...I do appreciate it.
Pac...I'll try and contact you tomorrow, but I won't be home till late.....I'll keep trying til I get ya.
Andy.....bro.....Hope everything is good with you.....and I don't need that rear cowl dude.....just do what you want with it.
How bad is the bike....write off??
Are you gonna buy another......how you been feeling.
Talk with ya later folks.
Bill
