Dude. That is the absolute worst thing ever. I'm more realistic that others I guess, I took my divorce really hard. The only recommendations and thoughts that I have are:
Just remember there is a reason that they call it the "two wheeled therapist", nothing clears your mind like a good hard ride on the bike.
Whatever the situation, eventually it will get better, even though I would doubt anyone in the process would consider that possible at the time.
And there are places out there with people who will help you, should you need it. Some do, some don't. Either way if you consider it, you can send me a PM and I will get some resources together in the area for you to look into.