I think when you are TRULY in love, you would do ANYTHING for that person. When you are with said person, you are TRULY happy. And the only thing you can think about is them....... sex doesn't matter, just spending time with them. THAT is what I've been looking for....... Unfortunately, I think I found her, but like me, she is too forgiving...... the reason I say that is because her ex-bf called her. She talked with him. Now, this guy is a druggy, she said she got physically hurt awhile back while she was with him, and was on percossette... well, dickweed bf SOLD her pills so he could pay off his dealer... blah, blah, blah....... onto the rest... I end up going out with her, fell in LOVE....... she breaks up with me. Wanted to be friends for a while cause she was working, going to school, etc...... Okay, I was depressed, but I still had a chance..... Well, last night I sent her a message on myspace.... basicly asked if she just wanted to be friends or if there was a chance of us ever going out again, then she sent me one back saying that she has alot going on in her life (okay, I can understand) and that the ex-bf called her and said that he realized what he was missing and that he quit using drugs (I call BS, I've seen it happen to others, they get RIGHT back into the drugs, sometimes MORE SO), and that I had become a great friend..... FUG!!!!!! So it looks like I'm now "a good friend" and that's it........ but I can't be that, cause I can't stand to see her get hurt.... if she goes back out with him, I don't think I'd be able to stand Idley by and watch him hurt her, I'd probably end up in jail before that happened.
Alright, I'm all depressed now, I need to go ride........
Alright, I'm all depressed now, I need to go ride........