Do we have any good lawyers that deal with docs? I have a story that is killing me and I would love to pursue something and just don't know if I can or not. PM me if you are in this field and I'm tell you, I have been done wrong and have all the proof I need or any lawyer should need. In short, Feb 08, had an issue that felt like I was having a stroke and rushed to the ER and done some simple test but because I was in the military and a military ER they seen in the computer I have chronic anxiety and depression. So, what do they focus on! Anxiety of course. I have retired 3 Nov 08 and till this day the left side of my head never ever stops hurting and it's 24/7/365 deep left side head pain and will blow into a full blown migraine which I never had before from this core prob when my blood pressure goes up from sometimes the simple daily life stressors. Keep this in mind, I have an email from Randolph AFB Medical Board Colonel Stevens that I was told before I went to the medical board from my military PA that he and my PA do not see eye to eye and he was saying I will not get a fair Formal Medical Board Hearing. Guess what, they ignored my military lawyer and the law books and crapped on my! I then had a young NCO in the medical field that was the PEBLO or go between me and the process of the medical board to give me a hard copy of a email from the Randolph AFB Medical Board team that included old Colonel Stevens and said to cinch my diagnosis and they put in bold and upper case letters "Without a definitive diagnosis" he will not receive additional compensation or retirement from the USAF. With that said, I have continued to pursue and pursue civilian Neuro docs because just after the incident in Feb 08 with the numbness and I do say after the issue the military docs found multiple rare lesions on my brain and was on it but that is when the email came into to play and I was told, "well, it's not MS and we don't know what it is". They were following orders! be stupid and no definitive diagnosis!!! So, I ask my doc as he was ready to end the phone call with that info as I said, "well, what is it then"? Could be a stroke I don't know and just dropped it. As I then went via TRICARE and started the pursuit with civilian neuro docs it became obvious each was prepped for a anxiety filled patient and to patronize me and was even told by one to think of them as UFO's, what an idiot! I was told by the 1st one as she put her hand in my face and said "I don't care about the lesions on your brain and I'm a friend with doctor Chen and a personal friend, I'm sure he is taking good care of you"! You guys see what I see! Bull **** and a cover up and doing exactly what the AF directed them to do and it's carried over to the civilian sector as the TRICARE office is right next door in the same building with the AF here and my docs that started this chit! After now 19 months of be sent home from four civilian neuro docs with nothing more then a pat on the back I have registered with the VA Hospital and although I'm still pursuing a disability rating as they have not yet done my MH eval as they ignored it totally and I'm sure on purpose and was supposed to be done last Sept 08 and I'm still fighting for that but, I went to the VA for an appointment for treatment with a neuro doc per my request and figured why not... the civilians were all programed and did little to nothing except squeeze my fingers and looked into my eyes and watch me walk and sent me home. Last Monday I met that VA appointment in Denver and I was very stern and I told them, I have anxiety and you better not even focus on that for I have a physical issue and it has not stopped in now 19 months and the AF was told to ignore it and that the VA would help. I told them don't you think, that if this was anxiety after 19 months and tons of meds and the fact I'm not working and i"m home sleeping most of the time and now on narcotics for the pain and 8 ER trips for morphine and deloted injections that anxiety this would come and go but not stay constant! This is long but thanks for following with me, I need you guys... this worked for the VA neuro doc worked with me for three hours and brought in a 2nd VA neuro doc and you could see the intelligence and the care and true concern! They diagnosed me as I described to the max that I was for years about to explode and thought about each day at work in the AF that will I hurt someone today or not? They diagnosed and said it's rare and she had studied about it but I have a neurological type brain damage due to extreme anxiety and had basically a break down and it was not my galfers either! LOL Now, she says what I wanted to hear, they put the diagnosis into the VA computer and said, there is treatment and it's a 50/50 percent chance this can help and they are treating me with a very strong 500 MG pill three times a day for 9 days. So, for 19 months I was patronized/ignored and wasting time/money/effort as these guys took TRICARE money for a quick usually 10 - 15 minute visit for nothing. I feel so good to know that for the 1st time I have a diagnosis and although it's brain damage, we have a path or a plan and I think these damn docs should have their arse kicked. Also, my current civilian PA I noted as he put me in for the appointment or request for referral with TRICARE it was for a psychiatrist/Neurologist and as TRICARE read to me, my PA always noted that he has severe anxiety which again would lead them to focus on this and not the facts that I provided. This has about killed me and I know this is very personal and I feel there is a lot of smart and caring people on here and I just needed to share and I would love to pursue legal action if that can be done and these local docs/lawyers are all in the same boat and would be better to get outside that boat and start fresh! As well, almost forgot! I provided those two VA docs a MRI that was accomplished only about 3 months ago which was only the 2nd MRI ever and took me 16 months to get approval for it... they "Colorado Spring Imaging" with Ischemic Leukoecephalomalacia. This was my lead in with the VA docs as I provided them with the printout and the CD. My last NEURO appointment with the civilian doc in Denver he didn't even want to see them and did not look at that CD or report and even suggested neuro type meds even after I told him I have two psychiatrist with PHD's and was being well taking care of and that he should focus on the fact and my other doctors have that part covered. These guys should be held responsible for their bullchit ability and they obviously care more about their cheap suits then my health. The End!