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so that past few weeks have kinda been a spiral of shid that have taken a mental toll on me. it all started a few weeks ago when my girl and i began struggling with one another that eventually led to us seperating as of yesterday for reasons that i still dont understand.
i have an awesome job that pays well with excellent benefits, however it is very monotonous(sp) and jsut not my thing anymore. i like a challenge, i like going to work and not knowing what ive got ahead of me, i like problem solving..... none of which i can do with my current position of employment.
for the past few years, i have always considered getting into law enforcement and others believe that it is something that i would excell in. the opportunity has now come where a local enforcement agency is looking to hire officers and the civil service test is coming up in a few weeks. i feel like if i dont take the opportunity to take this test then i never will. i guess the only concern i have is that i am afraid i am going to get my hopes high and then not get hired on. im not worried about the physical fitness part of the test, as i am in pretty good shape.... i am jsut worried that since i dont have previous experience that im going to get passed up for somebody that does or has already been through the academy.
im going to be registering to take the test this week, so hopefully things work out and i can make some moves in my life. its time for a change!!!!
i have an awesome job that pays well with excellent benefits, however it is very monotonous(sp) and jsut not my thing anymore. i like a challenge, i like going to work and not knowing what ive got ahead of me, i like problem solving..... none of which i can do with my current position of employment.
for the past few years, i have always considered getting into law enforcement and others believe that it is something that i would excell in. the opportunity has now come where a local enforcement agency is looking to hire officers and the civil service test is coming up in a few weeks. i feel like if i dont take the opportunity to take this test then i never will. i guess the only concern i have is that i am afraid i am going to get my hopes high and then not get hired on. im not worried about the physical fitness part of the test, as i am in pretty good shape.... i am jsut worried that since i dont have previous experience that im going to get passed up for somebody that does or has already been through the academy.
im going to be registering to take the test this week, so hopefully things work out and i can make some moves in my life. its time for a change!!!!
