I was sitting here at my computer and started thinking of all the good thing's that have happened in this past year. There hasn't been alot but enough to make me feel like the luckiest man in the world, While I consider all of the good there has been some bad along the way. It has been almost a year now that I have lost my little brother and my father, It is hard not to think of them and wonder if they found each other and are finally pain free and happy, Holidays are meant for enjoyment and happiness, I find myself experiencing both and wondering what could of been. I would like to express my gratitude to all ORG members for all of there support thru out my troubles. I am very lucky to have 2 families the ORG and my immeadiate family, without both I don't think I would of made it. THANK YOU VERY MUCH AND SORRY FOR THE RANT! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!