What are your worst thoughts in this day and age?
I feel for you man; I gather from this and your other recent thread that you're going through some rough times. For what it's worth, I have some advice that helped me personally. You have to let the worry go. The current world climate doesn't help the situation, but if you stay focused on all the what-ifs and the bad in your life, it will eat you alive. Stress will eventually lead to health problems, cause problems with your significant others, problems at work, etc.
What worked for me, and believe me I've been going through some pretty significant career related crap since May 2007 (that still continues to this day,) is to focus on the positives in my life. I'm thankful that I don't have it worse than I do. I'm healthy, my son is healthy. I know that there are those out there that have it a lot worse than I do.
Change is a constant in life. Whether it's a job loss, relationships etc. Don't get consumed by the big picture and take what life throws at you one day at a time. It's easier to extinguish a match (one problem,) than a forest fire (trying to deal with all your problems at the same time.)
Any day above ground is a good day!
p.s. no, I'm not a psychologist, but I have stayed at a Holiday Inn Express before.