Ever feel like your lost? Like you don't know what to do? Im 27 years old and have been working the same boring job for 8 years. I guess I should be grateful. It pays well, lots of vacation, its easy, great benefits, but it doesn't interest me in the slightest. There are lots of people that would LOVE to have my job. So why do I feel so unhappy and unfulfilled?
I had all these "plans" when I was younger. But none have come to be. Its my own fault I know. I simply lack the motivation. I guess that's the difference between the winners and losers of this world. Its the motivation to get the things done to help you achieve your dreams. Am I a loser? Im still young enough to achieve my goals. But I am running out of time.
I have a house, motorcycles, a truck that's paid for and LOTS of toys. I get to do what ever I want to with in reason. Yet I feel as though I have nothing.
I have become so materialistic over the years it depresses me to think about it. Yet I want more. Its like an addiction. I am addicted to shopping. It makes me feel better for that moment. But I can't keep up. My wallet can't keep up. The more I make, the deeper I get into debt. Why? How? 7 years ago I lived fine on half of what I was making now. Yet my bills really haven't went up all that much.
I moved up here 7 years ago with my job. They gave myself and others $10,000 to move up here. I was going to just stay the year so I could keep the money and move back to GA. 7 years later here I am. I hate being away from all my family in GA. I have a few friends up here. A few really close friends. But I miss getting to see my family.
I think I want to do something. Maybe volunteer for something. I would like to help other people. I'm not sure doing what. But then there's that motivation thing again. sigh...
Sorry, I don't mean to sound like a whiner but who ever took the time to read this, thanks for listening.
I had all these "plans" when I was younger. But none have come to be. Its my own fault I know. I simply lack the motivation. I guess that's the difference between the winners and losers of this world. Its the motivation to get the things done to help you achieve your dreams. Am I a loser? Im still young enough to achieve my goals. But I am running out of time.
I have a house, motorcycles, a truck that's paid for and LOTS of toys. I get to do what ever I want to with in reason. Yet I feel as though I have nothing.
I have become so materialistic over the years it depresses me to think about it. Yet I want more. Its like an addiction. I am addicted to shopping. It makes me feel better for that moment. But I can't keep up. My wallet can't keep up. The more I make, the deeper I get into debt. Why? How? 7 years ago I lived fine on half of what I was making now. Yet my bills really haven't went up all that much.
I moved up here 7 years ago with my job. They gave myself and others $10,000 to move up here. I was going to just stay the year so I could keep the money and move back to GA. 7 years later here I am. I hate being away from all my family in GA. I have a few friends up here. A few really close friends. But I miss getting to see my family.
I think I want to do something. Maybe volunteer for something. I would like to help other people. I'm not sure doing what. But then there's that motivation thing again. sigh...
Sorry, I don't mean to sound like a whiner but who ever took the time to read this, thanks for listening.
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