So, long story short, I fugged up before I met her. Yeah, I kinda understand, but come on. I dated her sister, Beth, over a year and a half ago. On the second-third date, we were at my place, and I kissed her, led to a little making out, that was it. No more. Well, I met Benita a week AFTER all this. Well, Beth broke up with me, I didn't she any of them for about 6 mths until I get a call inviting me to church one day. I decide to go, and we all became good friends. After a while, Benita became my best friend, and then I started developing a crush on her. Well, I get the guts finally to ask her out, and she says I'm a great friend... no date. Okay, still remain friends. Well, the party came along, the one where it seemed she was trying to make me jealous, and it kinda got to me... Okay, REALLY got to me. Fast forward to now... I posted a blog on myspace (cause I couldn't do it talking to her, I would've cried), I didn't mention names, just kinda vented. Some people new who I was talking about, some didn't. Well, Beth left a comment on it, and then Benita read the blog and the comments...
I got a 5 paragraph response. 1 thing in it concerned why she wouldn't go out with me. She told me before I'm too good of a friend. Thats not why she wouldn't date me, it's because I kissed Beth. Benita actually did/does like me. Now, how the FUGG was I to know Beth would break up with me, and a year later, Benita and I would become best friends and I'd develop a crush on her? I kinda understand it, because sisters are constantly in competition, but when she has a chance with a man who would do ANYTHING for her to make her happy, why let that ruin it? I don't get it.
I try not to be emo, and I rarely cry over shid anymore, but this is one thing thats gotten to me, and gotten to me BAD. What do you do when a woman you love won't have anything to do with you dating wise cause you kissed her sister before you met?
Oh yeah, I pissed her off and made her cry too... Not good. I've also moved from #2 on her friends list on myspace to last... I think I fugged up BAD.
Link to the Myspace blog.
I got a 5 paragraph response. 1 thing in it concerned why she wouldn't go out with me. She told me before I'm too good of a friend. Thats not why she wouldn't date me, it's because I kissed Beth. Benita actually did/does like me. Now, how the FUGG was I to know Beth would break up with me, and a year later, Benita and I would become best friends and I'd develop a crush on her? I kinda understand it, because sisters are constantly in competition, but when she has a chance with a man who would do ANYTHING for her to make her happy, why let that ruin it? I don't get it.
I try not to be emo, and I rarely cry over shid anymore, but this is one thing thats gotten to me, and gotten to me BAD. What do you do when a woman you love won't have anything to do with you dating wise cause you kissed her sister before you met?
Oh yeah, I pissed her off and made her cry too... Not good. I've also moved from #2 on her friends list on myspace to last... I think I fugged up BAD.
Link to the Myspace blog.
