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You are ahead of the game, brother. You have a plan, and you have a goal. In the grand scheme of things, letting the 'Busa go is trivial. Sure it will be unpleasant, sure it will hurt for a while. However, when you turn things around, you can always replace the material things, including a 'Busa.

Good luck to you, and maintain your focus. Just by reading your post, I have no doubt that any sacrifices you make today, will help forge your path to success.